one day in

It feels good to be one day into my lock up. The hardest part for me usually is to commit to myself to not masturbate for a period of time. Last night was kind of rough getting used to sleeping in the cage...plus it was warm in the house. I woke up during the night with the closest thing to a raging hard on could be in the device...that kept me up for a while.

The day went by really quickly. I was busy at work, but now is the true test. With my three day weekends, I have plenty of opportunities to fall into temptation, but I am determined to stay locked up. I'm going to keep myself as distracted as possible-cleaning the house tonight, and playing with my puppy as much as possible.

A New Beginning

After many failed attempts at using my cb6000 to get myself to stop masturbating, I have decided to write a blog about my time being locked up to help create some sort of accountability for myself. It's kind of a turn on publishing my thoughts that I have always kept to myself.

Well this evening I finally locked myself up. My goal is 2 weeks. The longest I kept my device on is about 48 hours, so I am really stepping up my game. Last night I shaved myself down getting ready for the lock up which of course leads to me playing with myself.

If anybody is reading this and would be interested in becoming my keyholder, feel free to email me.

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